Every night I cry while I pray for you to miss me too.

She wakes up and hears the birds chirping
                     It was loud
                 It was tuneful
                    It was peaceful
And it reminded her of your voice
She invites people over
                  Their laughs
               Their jokes
                   Their moments
And it reminded her of your happiness
She hears her mothers voice
                        The noise
                The hatred
                     And the aching to be free
And it reminded her of your pain
She saw the moon
                   It’s brightness
                     Yet darkness
                 But gorgeous
And it reminded her of your eyes
Then she saw you in her dreams
                    So lovely
            Yet so dark
                     But beautiful
And it reminded her
That when you woke up today
And heard the birds chirping
That when you invited friends over
And heard them laugh
That when you heard someone scream
And felt some hatred
That when you saw the moon
And saw its brightness
You didn’t see her
Not even a little
Not at all

-ezus

#love  #poem  

It’s days like this

when I need you the most. It’s days like this when you were the only one that can really make me feel secure and I can sleep well. I don’t even have to say what happened. As long as you’d talk to me, I’d feel alright. And I guess I fucked that up, huh? I guess I just didn’t try as much as you did. But I wish you really understood. I’m that girl that blogs about you everyday. I’m that girl that thinks about you all the damn time. I look fucking crazy. I’m so angry. I never should have let myself fall for you. I never should have came back. And I definitely should not be here anymore. But the sad part is I will be. And that makes me angry. That hurts.

#i fucking hate that i still love you.  

“

You could be happy
and I won’t know,
but you weren’t happy
the day I watched you go

Is it too late to remind you
how we were?
But not our last days of silence
screaming, blur

Most of what I remember
makes me sure,
I should have stopped you
from walking out the door

You could be happy,
I hope you are,
you made me happier
than I’d been
by far.

”
– Snow Patrol - You could be happy (via illalwaysbedreaming)

Power Trip ft. Miguel - J. Cole

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This. On repeat. All day.

Got me up all night, all I’m singin’ is love songs
She got me up all night, constant drinkin’ and love songs
She got me up all night, down and out with these love songs
She got me up all night, drownin’ out with these love songs

Power Trip ft. Miguel - J. Cole

“Well, this has gotta be the longest crush ever. If I ever get to fuck, it’d be the longest bust ever.”
– J. Cole, Power Trip (via xxlovelydreamerxx)